My purpose set. My will defined.

VII - 007 - Screened to the Joker | Unhackable

Mon, 15 Dec 2008 17:55:15 GMT

You just made the biggest mistake of your life by catching my attention. Not that I expect you to care whether you live or die since you thrive on disorder. Searching for someone to fulfil that endless boredom, aren't you? I'll play along, count your blessings.

You cannot hide from me, and I will crush every single bone in your pathetically fragile body until you make one with the dirt. Sounds nice, doesn't it? To be fair, I'll make sure you're smiling while I do it.

VII - 006

Sun, 14 Dec 2008 15:21:05 GMT

Familiar.

[ Private || Unhackable ]
God damn you witch.

VII - 005

Tue, 09 Dec 2008 18:52:21 GMT

Screened to Urd || Unhackable

I need a favour.

VII - 004

Mon, 08 Dec 2008 19:56:13 GMT

[ Screened to the Alliance ; Unhackable ]

My name is Uchiha Sasuke.

For those who are new, I was here previously and alongside Mercury we both formed much of the information, theory and strategies about econtra and the entropi. Introductions aside, I'd like to get down to business.

Those of you still with a rational head, I ask for your attention to the current situation at hand. I'm sure you have all noticed that as events are heading now, Econtra will very soon become its own battle ground without the entropi. I am hoping to prevent this from happening but have long since lost the knowledge of who all is involved with the Alliance and what we are capable of individually and together.

At the very least I am requesting an open discussion on the matter; and to go from there.

VII - 003

Thu, 04 Dec 2008 19:31:30 GMT

Those concerned or concerning themselves with Samus and her recent less-than-rational decision; I'd like to at least formulate some structure to the follow-in-tow unit.

If you're unaware of what I'm talking about but curious, direct yourself here.
The last thing we need is unnecessary casualties.

VII - 002

Tue, 02 Dec 2008 03:44:21 GMT

Nothing has changed.

[ locked || unhackable ]
I wish I didn't remember.

[ /locked || unhackable ]

VII - 001, voice.

Fri, 21 Nov 2008 19:57:31 GMT

Uchiha Sasuke.

If this name means something to you, contact me.
I want to know everything I have missed.
It looks to me there's been quite a lot.

[091]

Sat, 19 Jul 2008 00:54:51 GMT

This feeling wont go away. I don't know where to sort it out or how to.

The more important things have been dealt with. When I return, my memory - if lost - will be re awoken. That's fine. Things are going well on that aspect. I'll make plans for Usagi to split the Kyuubi from Naruto soon. He'll have time to regain strength here. We'll seal the Kyuubi. That type of change will remain in tact - so he'll return home as human, as he should have remained. As for Sakura who has returned - a different one, no doubt. I have no intentions concerning her.

Its...

Yuuko's gone. Has been gone for awhile now. ~~I really might have loved her. I can't tell and it doesn't matter anyway.~~ I don't know this feeling, or maybe I do. Betrayal. Yes, its striking a familiar cord but its different. A different kind. One that... I wasn't prepared for. I know that wasn't what it was, but it sure fucking feels like it. Its never happened before, I don't know how to react to it. Just.. don't react? Will it heal on its own over time. Time has never healed a damn thing for me. I kind of want to find her somehow and tell her to fucking fix me because its her god damn fault I feel this way. And she should have never done that if things weren't that way and I don't give a damn what her reasons were. If she was so clearly a mind reader she should have known. The idea of being used...

...

How juvenile. I feel sickened almost. Anyway..

I just don't know anymore. this place is redundant and stagnant and only so much can be done for the greater of the compound itself. It's so unproductive here. Once I've finished all of my plans for returning, where do I go from there? They are, more or less, complete.

The past has been obliterated. All I have now is the future.

But what do I do in between...

[090]

Sun, 13 Jul 2008 16:15:53 GMT

Foolishness. This war and the people here is often times just downright pathetic.

[private || unhackable]

I feel nothing. except maybe bitterness. Perhaps I'm even glad. It's better this way.
I know how I'll deal with this. I wont. Its better that way too. People are leaving in abundance.
Maybe my time is coming soon, too.

Hn, and Econtra seems to be undergoing another 'strange occurrence'. I'm sure its her fault, she would leave in such a fashion.

[/private || unhackable]

Ahem. OOC-ish.

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 21:02:45 GMT

There's a rather large sound that comes from Dor right about now.

It kind of like someone kicking a wall only the whole wall cracks and crumbles or something like that. A large fit of sorts that is loud and large. After this, one can hear something sounding a lot like high-pitched birds chirping. Mercury, Naruto, Sakura, Yuuko, and anyone else who's fought or seen Sasuke use Raiton, ect, would now know where exactly this sound came from, or rather who. It is, of course, short lived. And after a few seconds, everything goes quiet again.

Cookies to anyone who guesses why this happened and what exactly happened.

[ 089 ] Voice

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 03:45:34 GMT

[ The recorder is set down and accidentally turned on. There is a long silence; softly rustling tree's clearly marking the recording is outside. Footsteps move out and away from the recorder. Very faintly, movements are heard as he speaks: ]

So this is what it's like to lose a student.
Its different than losing a friend, or a family member.
I have other things to concern myself with now, but there is still that loss.

This is the first time I've thought of Kakashi in years.
We weren't so different.

[ a pause in movement. ]

( It was on, of course. )

[ Footsteps get closer. Recorder is picked up. Public feed is ended. Recording continues in private.

Silence for a moment. He sits down and continues: ]

I've been thinking over things concerning Yuuko. Its been bothering me a lot. I wanted to forget those memories. It wasn't the same, it wasn't anywhere near the same thing, but it still bothers me.

Because there was meaning, and I... Ever since that potion...

[ brief pause ]

It wouldn't matter how strong the potion was. I wouldn't do something like that just because. There's nothing that would ever make me act like that without meaning or reason, and I think I know the reason. The reason is..

I can't believe I'd even dare to think that way; but I...(fucking hate him. I fucking hate him.) Let him in when I was weak and needy.

[ sigh ]

The last thing I would ever think to happen is happening. In the larger look of things, its so frivolous.

I wont let it take over my mind, but that potion made it hard to ignore. I needed to get it out rather than thinking on it, and thinking on it, I suppose. I can't help this unsettled feeling. I know what I'll do, too.

At least I've been more productive than just thinking on this sort of thing. I've made a number of moves already.

When I return, things will change. I will save that world. I will bring our clan back from the ashes.

[ spoken quieter after another brief pause: ]

He'll be better without that monster inside of him. Everything will be better without the Kyuubi. I'll get rid of it. Lock it away. Away from Konoha; away from Naruto; away from Madara. Away forever. The rest of them too.

For now, my focus needs to be on this compound. Once I finish securing a few other things.

[ 088 ]

Mon, 23 Jun 2008 07:32:58 GMT

The difference between water from faucet and rain.

((ooc: the A block gets a small thunder storm. Nothing too obnoxious. You may see flashes of lightening here and there and more soft thunder on occasion. Mostly it'll just be rain. Also, note this is really late at night/early morning, 3-4 AM and will last till about 5:30AM so that part of the compound will probably be a little wet and riany smelling in the morning.))

[ 087 ]

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 06:11:57 GMT

Its been awhile, Naruto. The rules are different here; and since you're here probably doing nothing worth while, lets see how well you fair with them.

((ooc: Assuming Sasuke's wish will be been granted. He actually has the timing planned out.. yes. ))

[086]

Tue, 17 Jun 2008 17:18:45 GMT

The timing isn't great, forgive me.
But I have a favour to ask of you.

[085]

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 14:27:47 GMT

Fathers day.
I'll make an entry about it once it has passed. That was my first thought. Which would be about now. There's much I could say in reflection about this day. Most of it is about myself and what I failed to do.

I wanted to be more than just a shadow to him. More than the younger brother. I would have done anything in the world for him to look at me like I was worth something. He never did. When I was younger, I thought that when he said 'as I expected' that one time, just that once, that those were the kind of eyes one had when they were looking at something worthwhile. They weren't. In retrospect, I know now that those eyes said, 'someday you'll be like your brother.' Instead of, 'you should be more like your brother.' At that time, that was enough. Itachi was everything. Itachi was perfect. If I was like Itachi than that was good enough. I wonder what it would be like now if you knew, Otosan. I don't want to be like him.

When I think about it... I had a lot of bitterness toward my family sometimes. But they were family, and in the end that was what mattered. I liked to believe that together we were invincible.

I wonder now what he would think of Itachi. If he'd have lived that massacre. I wonder if the truth of why Itachi did what he did would have changed his opinion again. Would he have stood his ground as Uchiha, or would he have sacrificed that for the better of the population? I wish I could know what he would be thinking now.

Otosan,
for the shame I brought to our name, I am sorry. I didn't know... and that is still no excuse.
I'm going to make things change. I promise. And if you would have had me still follow in the footsteps of my brother -- if you knew the true reasons behind what he had done, than I am sorry. I cannot do that. I cannot be what he is. I cannot do what he wanted of me. What I can do is ensure you that out flame will not go out. When I return, I wont let out world slip from beneath me. I wont let things end that way. Most importantly, I wont let Uchiha die out. We will stand again.

[084]

Sun, 15 Jun 2008 02:25:02 GMT

~~I think I actually stopped breathing for a few seconds.~~

((ooc: Looks like an empty entry. No scribble or anything. ))

[083]

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 01:59:35 GMT

[ Screened to the Warden || Unhackable ]

I have questions.

[/ Screened to the Warden || Unhackable ]

[082]

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 12:29:12 GMT

I've made a decision. For what its worth, I will still fight this war. With the poor excuse of an army here, cooperation of all warriors is important. For those of you still unable to do this.. I suggest you think more wisely. Considering our enemy. The next strike will not be as easy as the last.

Things have changed, however. Econtra is no longer my reality. I have something beyond it. I intend on returning home.

[Screened to Kimihiro || unhackable]
Are you ready?

[/Screened to Kimihiro || unhackable]

Delivery note.

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 15:52:03 GMT

A small box, neatly wrapped, has been placed outside of Ci-Dyo with the name Itachi nicely written in the one corner in Kana. Inside are four kushidango. No note is left as to who it is from.

[081]

Sun, 08 Jun 2008 21:39:59 GMT

Enlightening, that was.

[ Screened to Haruno Sakura || unhackable ]

I guess I should be thanking you.

[/Screened to Haruno Sakura || unhackable ]

[ Screened to Ichihara Yuuko || unhackable ]

I'm sorry.

[/Screened to Ichihara Yuuko || unhackable ]

[private || unhackable]

"If he falls to anyone's hands but your own, you will be doomed to wonder mindlessly forever. If he falls to the hands of your own; both souls will be bound and chained the the deepest pits of hell."

There is nothing that can sever that of blood so deep.

It wasn't literal, that curse. It was philosophical.
But did he know the truth when he told me that, I wonder...

I doubt it.

I've had more time to think about my position in contrast to Madara's arrival. I know what he has done. I know the lives he has stolen and how much blood stains him. Countless in numbers and quantity. The thrum of a thousand war-bound footsteps. And I know the deaths he caused, one's in which should not have been lost in such a fashion. While it was his doing, I acknowledge it as so, yet I don't put him to blame. In battle people die. Still that attack was not meant for Sakura, nor any of the other lives that were lost that day. They wouldn't have been lost, if I would not have been lost.

And that is the past. I cannot afford to dwell on it any longer. Not that part. I have to focus on what is important.

When I stand by him I feel like...
I am finally home.

We will live again, Uchiha.

Naruto is here again. I don't have anything to say about that.

[/private || unhackable]

Accidental voice post # whatever

Mon, 02 Jun 2008 23:54:23 GMT

[click of a door]

[footsteps - a bit fumbly and sporatic in beat]

[open and closing of another door]

[a soft thud]

Dammit.

[080]

Thu, 29 May 2008 22:05:50 GMT

Quite an interesting batch of newcomers this time around.

A large amount of people had been sent away. If we are here rather than the more controlled environment of the other compound, I wonder what the disappearances mean.

Usagi-san, I see your ninja skills are improving.

[Viewable by those he knows save for AU Naruto and Sakura. Private to those he doesn't and unhackable]

I get it now. I understand. And after all of this I have come to a conclusion: I don't agree, and it doesn't much change my opinion or outlook on Itachi. He still does not have my mercy, my compassion, nor does he have my sympathy.

I can't forgive him yet. Maybe I never will. I'll never forget what he had done. He still had a choice. He chose Konoha over my clan; over our blood. For peace. Peace. Something both unachievable and almost always truly undesirable. Out of love. A trade. Hatred for love. ~~There is hardly a difference.~~ Love is not a healer. More times than not, love is a destroyer. To take it to such an extreme. How idealistic. Nonsense, really. He could have done it a different way. We could have stood together.

If he cannot remember the true reasons why he really did what he did than perhaps I will show him mercy. Perhaps I will give him redemption. When these cuffs lay inactive. Perhaps I will do this. It was his choice after all. He chose to die. He practically begged for it.

Saving me from war was no different than killing each and every member of the clan - and than making me relive it again. Twice. ~~I still dream about it to this day.~~

I never knew him. Perhaps he never knew me either. If he chose to do something such as this - so stupid. It makes me wonder if he knew anything about me at all. Clearly not. Scared by war. Its almost... Weak. Never did I think that in all my life I would associate weak with Itachi. Here I am doing just that. I'm almost glad I never saw who he really was. We could have been happy. We could have been strong together as a family.

The clan, my family, they were what mattered. Konoha could burn for all I care, and any other village or country for that matter. The people are what make the difference. There are so few people I could say that I truly cared for there; one's that were not my blood. If it came down to me choosing my blood over innocent people - I would choose my blood. It is that simple.

I would rather see a pile of nameless bodies marked by our swords than live in a pile of our own flesh and blood - flesh and blood of my own, and marked by my brother who was urged on by the bodies of those nameless. Those people who took everything. The bond of a village doesn't matter as much as the bonds of those within them. The bonds of your blood.

I said I would stand by Madara's side. For a moment I wondered how true that was. I wonder no longer. I will choose what I may, and I may well stand by him - by my blood.

I have no desire to return to my room, but for now I suppose I will.

[079]

Tue, 27 May 2008 13:59:24 GMT

Has anyone seen Kimihiro?

[screened to Mercury || unhackable]

For everything, ~~over, and over again~~, thank you.

[/screened to Mercury || unhackable]

[Private || Unhackable]

I'm better now. The cursed seal is gone. No more headaches, no more voices. No more anything. I can't sense Orochimaru within me. My skin has regained color. I've gained weight. I'm better. I'm healthy.

That bastard.

Its all so hard to believe but those words... I know Itachi, what he was before he did this, what he was.. it... fits. In some reguards, no, in all. The murder, it wasn't like him. At that time I didn't understand because it wasn't like him. He was a good person. The best person. The best shinobi ever known. He was... perfection. Was. Until I came along and failed. Failed everything.

Bastard.

Why would he want me to come back. After all I have done?

I miss him, Naruto. Everytime I see Mercury and her friends, I see that stupid face. I was bitter. I still am. I ruined that face too. I ruined everything. Sakura is hurt because of me. I could have stopped that.

...

So much pain and sufforing is all at the fault of mine. Where will I even begin to put things back together? Did I really live for this? So unsightly. I'm glad he can't remember me, really. To be before his eyes with all I have done. I bet... he was so ashamed of me.

All of these could have's. They're useless. I'm sick of them.

There's no where else to go but forward now. So I guess... that's what I will do.

[/Private || Unhackable]

[078]

Fri, 16 May 2008 21:03:26 GMT

City map.
Office building.
School to come.

For those inquiring about "Econtra", what was; what is; what might be, can be found here. Furthermore, there is a partial list of those in the compound and what they can do. It can be found here. Mercury links to the old one. This one is new, and better organized.

For those who are new here, or those who are not on the list and desire to be, add yourself.

[Screened to Samus Aran only not]
Those who all followed your command concerning the defencive measurements of --

[voice activated: post above turned hackable and unscreaned]

[a thud; Yuuko's laughter.]

Sasssukkeee~

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[sigh]

-- Econtra,

[ohoho noises typical of one Ichihara Yuuko go here.]

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.
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are you willing to re-group them, and teach battle and defence tactics to those interested in learning?

Don't ignore meeee~

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[077]

Wed, 14 May 2008 00:29:13 GMT

They're winning. Not suprising.

Newsflash: The keepers not knowing where we are? It's temporary.
Consider it.

Eight people died back there and everyone is back to living their comfortable lives where things get served to them on a platter with the click of a button. People have turned away to stick by the sides of only those they are comfortable with. A hopeles bunch.

Does everyone really need a reminder that this is a war? Considering Jing's revolutionary post about the warden not liberating us, I wonder what that means.

Questions for you all,
The buildings, which one's are cleaned and which one's are being used?
What are they being used for?

Clinic staff,
There are people in that clinic of yours with immobilizing and serious burns alongside other various physical ailments which need to be treated and worked with. You're all slacking. Get to it.

~~If she ends up immobile because of you fuck's the entropi will be the last of your worries. That attack was not meant for her.~~

[Nara Shikamaru || unhackable]
Explain.

[Nara Shikamaru || unhackable]

[Ichihara Yuuko || unhackable]
~~You've been quiet.~~
~~I want to see you.~~
how.. are you.
Why. Why Yuuko of all people.
When did this become so difficult.

((ooc: ... lol. She can probably feel someone thinking about her. ))

[Ichihara Yuuko || unhackable]

[Private || unhackable]
Its not getting any better but...
When did I become afraid of death?
I can't die yet. I wont die yet. Not yet.
After that, than let it come.
I've stared down death before.

Before maybe I wasn't as strong of this belief.
Now I am. There is no going home. And I don't want to.
Econtra is where I am. Where I will stay. Where I will die.
I will kill Itachi. I will do what I can for those.. close.

I didn't give him a chance to explain why he chose the village over our clan. I don't care. He had a choice, and that is what matters. I don't understand why Madara helped him either though. I would stand by his side, Madara's side, but not foolishly.

There's things still missing but -

I can't let go of this. No matter the reason the fact is that it was done. Unless there is something groundbreaking; some really good reason, than I won't let that stop me. Forgive, maybe, but not forget. Sacrifices... I know. I don't know what to think anymore.

I did something. Something more important than Itachi. That's so hard to believe, but now that that's been taken care of... than Itachi it is.

[Private || unhackable]

((ooc: mood unreadable. Strikes not legiable. ))